하지만 난 당신을 잃을 까봐..

I like you. I really care for you, like a lot. I put my all for us to stay connected. You were there when it meant the least, making it the most important part of my life. But when I needed you the most, you weren’t there, busy with something else. I forgive you for being a neglectful friend and that won’t change me or my efforts at being the most wonderful best friend you’ll have; being there when you need me most, covering for your ass when you get in trouble, being close by when you tell me to leave you alone. You deserve to be happy, everyone does, and if she makes you happy then be with her. I hoped that I was enough for you to be happy but it’s quite clear that that’s not the case, if ever at all. She’s pretty, yes, and I’m beautiful, my pain and triumph over my pain made me that way. She’s nice, like everyone says, and I’m honest and compassionate, like my reputation proves. I’m making it clear now that I’ll start living my life the way that I want to, so that it’s not revolving around you anymore. I’ll still be your friend but I’ll be the one not expecting anything more. I’ll still do it all except pay attention to you in the way that I have been. From now on I’ll look at you with different eyes but the same mind, hopefully these new eyes will change my old mind. You’ll no longer be my “Seoul mate” because you’re just a friend now.

(via taecderp)

obseo:

Don’t wait forever for someone to fix you. Fix yourself.

(via filo-rosso)

adoptgen:

our kids are lucky motherfuckers.

(via taecderp)

stellachanello:

Whether it’s a text, words said by someone or just a simple view of something. The littlest things can alter my mood, so depending on the different things that happen during my day and the different people I encounter, my mood can change from happy to sad, sad to mad, mad to happy or any other emotions I might have within seconds. Sometimes I just think if I cared a little less, my days would go by easier.

(via taecderp)

taecderp:

I am happy with my body right now actually. My physical development as a teenager doesn’t have to fit your standard of “normal” because everyone develops differently and what my body is like today may not be the same in eight years. I know I’m a little weak physically but at least I’m working on it and her comments aren’t helping. Next, I am your sister and you should learn how to be one to me and maybe we can actually have a healthy and functioning relationship as a pair of sisters. If this is your way of “encouraging” me to exercise more than I already do then you need to stop encouraging me. It’s not helping one bit.

Plus, about commenting about me being “fat” when I was little, she basically implied that I was fat since birth. After looking at a picture of me when I was 7/8 she said “Oh look! A picture of you back when you were skinny. But now…”. Then I added that when I was that age I thought I was fat, since my sisters have been saying that I was fat since I was that young, then she replied with a “Well you were fat back then, but you got fatter.”. I told her that it was only natural since I’m growing up, there’ll be some extra growing on me. Just to add some history to my sister, she was always skinny, ran track, and never took risks, basically not doing much with her life. Then after I told her that, she said “The way you’re growing up is unhealthy, it’s disgusting.”. But do you know what the worst about about her using ‘disgusting’ to describe any part of my life? It’s not the first time she’s called me that.